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all tha gal's

2007-06-26T19:30:00.000-07:00

Well it's coming to the end of term, I mightn't see any of you as much but If I don't get to come back I'm certainly going to miss ALL of you.... I jus wanna say a few thing's....
Katie: We're kinda like cousin's and I think I like it that way lol, You're so bubbly and kind and everything I love in a friend, your funny and I think your personality is great and your nature is really warm...
Nic: DAMN GIRL- You are sooo beautiful inside and out, your like one of the funniest people I know and I know I've had some very good time's with you and maybe some deep conversation's because you know you can come to me but I know I can run to you if i need 2 as well and I love that.... You have those real feeling's that I value and you are soo positive and I like that in a person and i think you under rate your self but you are awesome....
Maz: Well I don't get to spend much time with you but What I have you can light up a room especially when you and Nicole get together lol. You are so carefree and great to be around... I appreciate you and respect you because of the way you handle things and yourself.
Moe: Well moe.. I think alot of people misjudge you, you are so like I don't care but at the same time you can show you have feeling's that you'll stand by, like that fake thing lol.... You are entertaining and good to hang with, especially when your on one of your sugar high's lol.
Emily: I think you are a very well spoken and dominant person and I respect this, Your crazy and really entertaining. And I believe that you are a really understanding person that understands alot more then what people give you credit for. I also like that when you get something to do, you get the job done but have fun along the way...
Hayley: I also haven't spent much time with you but I see you as an outrageous, crazy and at the same time totally unique which I love and your also like one of the few original's from the first course, you've been thru the whole journey and it's been good and bad at times but you always seem to make a good thing come of it....
Jodi: I don't know much about you but I think your really sweet as well and you would make a great mate to be around and I hope Emily and Hayley really value you, Your just a beautiful person, from what I've seen anyway =)
Tonya: Well you are well and truly completly unique but I think your always 100% urself, you do always stand up 4 what you believe in and know right from wrong, I think this could be from your upbringing, and I think your brighter then what some people consider you to be and I like that...
Kyra: I also don't know you but I know you got that great artistic streak in ya lol, you are quiet at tafe but I've seen a few glimpse's of your inner sort of personality when you were saying thing's that I'd never have expected, you should definantly let this show cause I found it hilarious! But I feel like your so isolated, theres more then one group of people and it shows a whole new side to everything you could possibly believe. Maybe you realise this but you are just happy with everything and thats fine I respect that...
Flick: It's pretty much the same as what I had to say about Kyra, I don't know the real you and I'm disappointed that I haven't got that chance. But it's all kool....
And finally....
Tara: You are so bubbly and sweet... I don't wanna think about you leaving but I guess thats the possibility.. =( You've been a fairly big part of my life over the past few year's, I think I got the most history with you over all the other tafe girl's... It not always been good time's but I guess it's all worth it, at least I know your tru personality and Im glad I got that chance, Youve been there for me and ive tried to be there for you. I was surprised when you told me one day you were going to go all the way to year 12 but you got me thinkin Holy f*****g S##t, What am I going to do, cause I don't think I'm going back, Im going 2 miss you most and Im going to remember you, Ithink the funniest time was when you woke me up 6am and told me to come bike riding wit ya,,, Rememba dat?

To all the girl's I hope I get to see you again... You guys all rule and given me soo soooo many laugh's. I love you all to death and bak.... MWAH~MWAH~MWAH!!!!!

LAST WEEK OF TERM YAY!

2007-06-26T18:53:00.000-07:00

Well on the weekend I played Netball and we drew 40 all
with O'Connor and it was a awesome game... Then on Sunday
I had to look after some kiddie's again =D and went to bed
early!!!
MONDAY= Today was a good day, NO MATHS! And dance 2day 2!!!
Then I walked downtown and saw my boyfriend again YAY!
TUESDAY= I didn't like today cause of the rain, it was soo
freezing!! I also had Maths and Science (GROAN) but everythin
else was good, I did the cha cha in dance and got marked 26
out of 30 WOOT WOOT....
WEDNESDAY=

da long weekend man

2007-06-18T18:25:00.000-07:00

Well didn't do much....
EXCEPT LOOKING AFTER 3 LITTLE TERRORS!!
THE REST OF THE WEEK:
TUESDAY:Went to school and didn't do much, Just froze my ass off but you know. Thats all aye....
WEDNESDAY: I stayed at home with the flu so I missed school, YAY! Except I missed Netball in the afternoon, I hope the girl's went okay, Im so so sorry I wish I could've gone :(
THURSDAY: I went to school and did jack all and then I had Sport which a sub teacher tried to confiscate my phone but I wouldn't give it to him so I cut.....
FRIDAY: Today I woke up and didn't really want to go to Tafe but Im glad I did now lol..... The court thing was kool.. BUT THE RIDE HOME WAS FRIKKIN AWESOME.... I get to see my bf today and then Im going to the fitness thing this arv.. The Court thing was entertaining and Policeman Paul made a good defendant to crack, I wouldnt have liked to be the one askin him questions!! But you know.... At the end of the day, we found him: N O t G U i l t Y !!!
SATURDAY: Im not feeling any better but I have netball today so yeah...
SUNDAY: Had 2 look after kid's again and yeah, not much happened...

SOMETHING I MADE UP SO DON'T STEAL IT BITCHES!

2007-06-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

i use to really love you, guess i still do but i definetly wouldnt if i got the choice not to you've changed so much, im just not feeling your touch constantly feeling im just not good enough Its killing me, it really is though i dont know how to fix this Iv'e tryed so many times to make this work but you still continue to treat me like dirt You say sorry so much, too much infact.But baby i dont think you ever mean it Always causing fights and you never listen.I really dont think you give a fuck anymore No matter how much im hurting you still ignoring.You avoid every chance you can see me Went to watch you play footy And you avoided me completely.See im sick of this, sick of always putting in the effort When its not changing anything, Im still hurt.I can be weak, I can be strong but when you constantly do me wrong,It just pushes me further and further away And every day i find myself praying, everythings gonna be okay.And maybe finally you'll realise what your doing to me Open your big blue eyes, look the fuck around,And maybe, just maybe see.But nothing ever changes. No matter how many times you say you will, Things still remain the same.Did those words mean anything? "I'll always be here" When you sang that song, it brought tears.But fuck boy, When have you been here for me? I dont think i can remember the last time, seriously. Thats how long ago it was.It's like when we first met, you were someone else, Someone nothing like myself or the person you are today. Was that fake? Just pretend? What were you playing at boy? Trying to please me so you could take my V's from me.And thats exactly what you did I fell so hard for you kid. Thinking you were a decent one and look what you've turned around and done.Iv'e given you so many opportunities to leave But youu say youu want to be with me because youu love me.But somehow those words i just cant believe.You still dont care, Nor do you see That your completely destroying me. Now im done with this, I've finally learnt how to act like i dont care If you wanna be in my life, then you have to find a way to put yourself there.<3

I WENT 2 COURT!

2007-06-15T14:38:00.000-07:00

Well we all packed up this morning in our suits and stuff and were silly enough to get in2 a mini bus with policeman paul-BIG MISTAKE LOL! Nah, It was awesome.... We went out to the UNE andmet Jenny and Katie - (Katie was the Judge) And we started off withEmily been interigated 1st- YOU DID A REALLY GOOD JOB EMILY! I think I would have cracked under the pressure lol... Then Hayley had a go as a witness, That was a good job too and when it was paul's go - no one - I MEAN NO ONE - Could keep a straight face!!! But it was all fun and good.... In the end we found Paul not guilty due to too many inconsistence's as Tash said - GOOD JOB GURL'S!!!

OMG WORK EXPERIENCE MATE!

2007-06-08T14:44:00.000-07:00

Ok let's do this, so last week I had work experience, bloody hell mate, It was pretty damn choca block!!! If thats even how you spell the work word aye.. anyways, I chose Struddy's, And the manager Llara Wright was pretty damn nice.. I met Kath nd Kim, NO NOT REALLY!! I wish aye... I met Kath nd Kirsten lol. Their pretty mad chicky's too!! Anyways, that week just happened to be STOCKTAKE WEEK! BUMMER! Anyway Andy and Billy came in, Truly feel for Kris and Billy... Andy is so picky.... Lol, It turns out he returned what he had bought a week later anyways..... But all in all I had a great week except for an ear infection that landed me in the emergency part the hospital twice in 4 frickin days, anyways Im outta here, nothin much happened this week...... Love ya's all, oh and I had to get another needle, shit.....

A mix up of everything....

2007-05-24T13:48:00.000-07:00

Well hello all you gorgeous girls from tafe! My Week!!!! Well this has been a mix up and a bit...
I cant rememeber much from monday and stuff cept again i walked downtown and tuesday i went to school and got an ear infection.. >( GRRRRR
Anyways I think I got to see coop today... Im not real sure what I did today except I cooked Chocolate Souffle in Food Tech with Petey but lets jus say it didnt work out.... The food or the partnership lol....
On wednesday I had dance but we had some prac teacher that was trying to cha cha but had no idea!!! Anyway I cant wait to go to Tamworth 4 Dance Fest, Its gonna be awesomous!!! Yesterday I went to school and had sport and stuffed round playin footy.... Then I walked downtown afta school and saw my boyfriend again =D.... and today I got Tafe... I had to leave half way thru the day cos of my sore ear.... And I went to the doctor and got some pills.... then bak to tafe again and down to use the computers... But Not b4 KATIE TRIPPPED ME OVA MAN!!! OUCH... Dats gunna be leavin a bruise!!!! Anyway LUV YA KATIE!!!!

Netball tomoro and then WORK EXP. STARTS NEXT WEEK!!! I'm going to Struddy's and I rekon its gunna be fully sick man!!
Anyway Im gone now... Gunna go and check out all the rest of your blog's.... Leave a few line's 4 me and Ill try and get bac 2 ya all!!! Luv u all Bella

Hi All!!

2007-05-17T14:31:00.000-07:00

Well what's everyone been doing this week??? Interested to know lol... Ill leave as many comments on ya blog's as possible kk =) Anyways this is what I did this week!!!!
MONDAY: I went to school but can't really remember what I did.... I went downtown after school and saw my boyfriend, that was awesome cos We'd been together for 2 whole year's YAY!!! I can't believe it but I'm loving it!!!! I love him so much!!!!
TUESDAY: Today we had a Dance consultancy thing at school for a Dance Fest thing thats gonna be at Tamworth soon and we got in!!! WOOP WOOP!!! Anyway there were heaps of great dances from Duval....
WEDNESDAY: Well I went to school and I don't think I did much but it was really bad cos I had all crap subject's.... =(
THURSDAY: I went to school and had open netball training at recess and then i had sport and almost lost my phone.... GRRRRR!!!!! And then I had more Netball training for my school team and then I got to see my boyfriend again!!! It was a good day!!!!! =D
FRIDAY: Well Here I am Today at Tafe, I got there 1st and then Stacey came WOOHOO... Havent seen her 4 age's since she went to Armidale High =( And then we had our group disscussion thing on assertiveness! And it was really interesting how some people can misinterperate assertiveness for aggressiveness..... After our group's we went into the gym and played dodgeball with the huge gym ball's lol... GREAT FUN GUYS!!! And then we had lunch and went to Paul's museum and saw some fantastic work by him and his nephew Jeremy.... Then we walked down to Tafe (In the rain...) and here we are!
Anyway Later guys, love ya all xoxoxo

My week

2007-05-10T13:42:00.000-07:00

Ok well this is my week, not much happened, well nuffin exciting anyway.
I'll start with the weekend......
SATURDAY: Today I got to sleep in, YES!!!! But I had to play Netball today.. I turned up there at 12:30 and had to ref but our team got a $10 fine cos no one else turned up to help me so i was pissed bout that. Then At 1:50 pm I had to play the Shamrock's (Armidale High) and that was a good game!! I got to play against some really good friends of mine.... Some friendly competition never hurt no one lol..... Then I got to spend some time with my boyfriend so that was good.....
SUNDAY: What did do on Sunday??!?!?! I dunno....
MONDAY: On monday I went to school, Same as always I can't really remember what I did. I remember walking downtown after school lol.
Oh and Mum and Dad went to Parent Teacher night and So far Ive been going alright at school except My science teacher said I'll never set the world on fire and I'll definantly never make it as a Science teacher lol......
TUESDAY: Today I had dance and we all had this big muck up cos Miss was arguing about what our outfit should be so we kinda sorta left the gym...... Just for a lil while...... :)
WEDNESDAY: I remember having pe today and sport science which was uneventful....
THURSDAY: Today we had our Athletic's Carnival and It was a pretty awesome day.... I went in the 1500m and came 2nd and in the 200m i came 3rd so its all good... Then I went downtown and saw my boyfriend....
FRIDAY: Well here I am at Tafe... Some of my friend's and I had to get needle's... They hurt! No not really, only a little. These were for Cervical Cancer so MY ARM'S SORE!!!! I'm walking downtown today so I can see my boyfriend yet again lol.... See you all next week!!!

Ma Week

2007-05-03T19:47:00.000-07:00

Well my week was pretty good,

SATURDAY: I slept in today but netball was cancelled because of the rain so that sucked! Then I packed up some stuff and Went to Grafton for guess what...... MORE NETBALL STUFF!!! This time some kiddies from Duval went and we watched The Perth Oriole's and The Hunter Jaeger's play that night and the Hunter Jaeger's came away with the win 51-56!!!! After the game, We lined up and all the player's signed a hugh poster!!! It was pretty awesome to see that their captain was only a little bit taller then me!!!! GO NARRELLE EATHER!!!! :) After that we went back to the cabin's and got a good night sleep because tomorrow we got....

SUNDAY: Worked hard......! The Jaeger's came and gave us a workshop, Kinda like a skill's day..... And the center (Kirby Bentley) nicknamed me Duck!!!!! Now that's a funny story!!!!

MONDAY: Today I went to school and it was the same old boring shii.... I mean stuff... Pardon my french... Anyways It was as cols as all hell... And thats my story.... Oh and I got to see my boyfriend!!!!

TUESDAY: Today I had dance at school, so my day was awesome, I had to try and teach Cass the dance and I don't think it turned out too well. But ya get that!

WEDNESDAY: Today I got to stay home :)

THURSDAY: Today I went to school and had a pretty good day.... sport was awesome and then i got to wal;k downtown and see coop again!!! :D

FRIDAY: And here I am today!!! Tafe has been pretty good and I enjoyed doing the plays we had to on aggression!!!! I think alot of us let out alot of things and feelings.......

My week

2007-03-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

MONDAY: Today was fine but I was meant to be going
downtown after school but I never got to because of an
accident that was never meant to happen but I cant say
much more.... Sorry guys!!!

TUESDAY: Oh dammit!, I got heaps of assignments today but
I got tafe to help me do it with a cool new little thing to help
with it, I wont get behind and this will help me.... As I know it will
with alot of the other girls..... I have Geography, maths, english and
a sport science assessment to do..... Please help Kris!!!!

WEDNESDAY: Today was a good day, I had lots of time
to myself and time to think about alot of things and do
some of my geography thing......

My week

2007-03-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

Well nothing much has happened this week....

Monday- Well today I went to Glenn Inness and
played Netball for Duval, I never got into the opens
team but I never lost any sleep about it cos neither
did the tallest girl in year 11. So its all good....
Got bac to school at 5pm, ONE HOUR LATE!!!!
So then I was allowed to go downtown with my
boyfriend and it was pretty fun runnin round town lol....
Anyway all in all a damn good day!!!!

I like hmmmmmm..... !JOKES!

2007-03-15T19:49:00.000-07:00

You know what I'll tell you a story just float off
with me and read my writing as if it was my
voice telling you the story........
Once upon a time.....

! ! ! ! J O K E S ! ! ! !

I love dancing, and Laughing.....And walking
in the rain.....I love red, and blue......And
all shades of green......Roses are red, Violets
are Blue....I'd tell you the rest, but I dont
have a clue...No, This is Serious, No jokes
anymore =) Just joking,That is me, I am a
joke...... I love jokes, I love hearing NEW
jokes,The only thing I dont like is if the
jokes are about me....I just love jokes,
All my closest friends love jokes, I know my
TAFE teacher loves jokes, Hey Kris! When
you read this, Know I'm just joking, I guess
If I'm not joking, I'm Just trying to see how
many jokes I can make out of a joke, Or
maybe how many times I can say 'joke'.I
know that this is such a small thing, But
maybe when you think about it honestly,
It is kind of a big thing in life and for all us
kiddies running around.Maybe we try and
make jokes, Maybe they are lame ass
jokes but you get that...Hey Kris, I hope
this isn't too bad, Just off the top of my
head, Remember Kris that you said we
could take the smallest things and just
make it into a huge thing?...Hmmmm I
guess thats what I'm doing even though
its probably doing your head in!!!! Bye
for now everyone Bella J xXxXxXx

Jokes are everyday things when you
think about it, I mean count how many
ppl made jokes about your mumma
today or about ya face, I mean sure,
some people take it way too far i know
thats frustrating, its just like this joke:

"Yo Mama is like a bus, she's big she
doesn't smell very good and it's only a
dollar to ride." And heres another one:

Mickey, Minnie and Goofy
One day Mickey Mouse woke up and
Minnie wasn't there. He went to look for
her and, as he stepped outside, he saw
“Mickey Sucks!” written out in a yellow
liquid in the snow. He investigated and
realized there was good news and bad news.
It appeared to be Goofy's urine, but Minnie's
handwriting.

Three Drunk Men
These three guys got together one day and were
talkining about how drunk they got at a party the
night before. The first guy said, ''Man I was so
drunk last night, I went home and blew Chunk's"
The second guy said, "Man that's nothing, I got so drunk
last night, I was driving home and I got done for DWI.''
The third guy says, "Man that was nothing. I was so
drunk last night I was driving home and I picked up a
prostitute and my wife caught us in bed.''
Then the first guy said, ''No -- you guys don''t
understand! Chunks is my dog!"

Oh my Chunks.... Well there you get it, Some jokes
are just hysterical and had me in fits. Anyway I'm done,
My point is Jokes are jokes, I am a joke, You can joke
with me but be stuffed if its too serious!!! Maybe I like
the word joke, or maybe im just tryin to see how many
times I can say Joke in 1 blog, Joke, Joke, Joke Oh my,
JOKE!!!!!! LOL.

SeE yA lAtA gUyS!!!! luv Bella the joke xXxXxXx

Aggressive??

2007-03-15T19:38:00.000-07:00

What happens when you can tell a situation is going to get out of hand and turn violent? Can you tell when you are about to blow when the person beside you is annoying you?? What do you do? Do you turn away? Do you walk away just a little bit?? Or do you walk to the other side of the playground???

Well lets just say you decide to walk away... What happens if you r then coinsidered a coward?
Oh hell no, You wouldnt wanna be the cowardly kid of your 10 in a school FULL of mongrels....

Would you rather get aggressive and break that persons neck!?!?! No! Because then you would most likely be severly punished and your parents if they were half decent would probly kill ya, thats if the parents of the other kid didnt kill ya before!!!

Do you think it would be cooler to ignore them??? Well that will make them think they are just the top poop! And you dont need that cos they'll probly get more confident and end up mugging you or something..... Or just end up burying you under their coolness!!??