IM GUNNA MISS U ALL!!!
REMEMBA THA GOOD TIMES!!!

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

all tha gal's

Well it's coming to the end of term, I mightn't see any of you as much but If I don't get to come back I'm certainly going to miss ALL of you.... I jus wanna say a few thing's....
Katie: We're kinda like cousin's and I think I like it that way lol, You're so bubbly and kind and everything I love in a friend, your funny and I think your personality is great and your nature is really warm...
Nic: DAMN GIRL- You are sooo beautiful inside and out, your like one of the funniest people I know and I know I've had some very good time's with you and maybe some deep conversation's because you know you can come to me but I know I can run to you if i need 2 as well and I love that.... You have those real feeling's that I value and you are soo positive and I like that in a person and i think you under rate your self but you are awesome....
Maz: Well I don't get to spend much time with you but What I have you can light up a room especially when you and Nicole get together lol. You are so carefree and great to be around... I appreciate you and respect you because of the way you handle things and yourself.
Moe: Well moe.. I think alot of people misjudge you, you are so like I don't care but at the same time you can show you have feeling's that you'll stand by, like that fake thing lol.... You are entertaining and good to hang with, especially when your on one of your sugar high's lol.
Emily: I think you are a very well spoken and dominant person and I respect this, Your crazy and really entertaining. And I believe that you are a really understanding person that understands alot more then what people give you credit for. I also like that when you get something to do, you get the job done but have fun along the way...
Hayley: I also haven't spent much time with you but I see you as an outrageous, crazy and at the same time totally unique which I love and your also like one of the few original's from the first course, you've been thru the whole journey and it's been good and bad at times but you always seem to make a good thing come of it....
Jodi: I don't know much about you but I think your really sweet as well and you would make a great mate to be around and I hope Emily and Hayley really value you, Your just a beautiful person, from what I've seen anyway =)
Tonya: Well you are well and truly completly unique but I think your always 100% urself, you do always stand up 4 what you believe in and know right from wrong, I think this could be from your upbringing, and I think your brighter then what some people consider you to be and I like that...
Kyra: I also don't know you but I know you got that great artistic streak in ya lol, you are quiet at tafe but I've seen a few glimpse's of your inner sort of personality when you were saying thing's that I'd never have expected, you should definantly let this show cause I found it hilarious! But I feel like your so isolated, theres more then one group of people and it shows a whole new side to everything you could possibly believe. Maybe you realise this but you are just happy with everything and thats fine I respect that...
Flick: It's pretty much the same as what I had to say about Kyra, I don't know the real you and I'm disappointed that I haven't got that chance. But it's all kool....
And finally....
Tara: You are so bubbly and sweet... I don't wanna think about you leaving but I guess thats the possibility.. =( You've been a fairly big part of my life over the past few year's, I think I got the most history with you over all the other tafe girl's... It not always been good time's but I guess it's all worth it, at least I know your tru personality and Im glad I got that chance, Youve been there for me and ive tried to be there for you. I was surprised when you told me one day you were going to go all the way to year 12 but you got me thinkin Holy f*****g S##t, What am I going to do, cause I don't think I'm going back, Im going 2 miss you most and Im going to remember you, Ithink the funniest time was when you woke me up 6am and told me to come bike riding wit ya,,, Rememba dat?

To all the girl's I hope I get to see you again... You guys all rule and given me soo soooo many laugh's. I love you all to death and bak.... MWAH~MWAH~MWAH!!!!!

LAST WEEK OF TERM YAY!

Well on the weekend I played Netball and we drew 40 all
with O'Connor and it was a awesome game... Then on Sunday
I had to look after some kiddie's again =D and went to bed
early!!!
MONDAY= Today was a good day, NO MATHS! And dance 2day 2!!!
Then I walked downtown and saw my boyfriend again YAY!
TUESDAY= I didn't like today cause of the rain, it was soo
freezing!! I also had Maths and Science (GROAN) but everythin
else was good, I did the cha cha in dance and got marked 26
out of 30 WOOT WOOT....
WEDNESDAY=

Monday, June 18, 2007

da long weekend man

Well didn't do much....
EXCEPT LOOKING AFTER 3 LITTLE TERRORS!!
THE REST OF THE WEEK:
TUESDAY:Went to school and didn't do much, Just froze my ass off but you know. Thats all aye....
WEDNESDAY: I stayed at home with the flu so I missed school, YAY! Except I missed Netball in the afternoon, I hope the girl's went okay, Im so so sorry I wish I could've gone :(
THURSDAY: I went to school and did jack all and then I had Sport which a sub teacher tried to confiscate my phone but I wouldn't give it to him so I cut.....
FRIDAY: Today I woke up and didn't really want to go to Tafe but Im glad I did now lol..... The court thing was kool.. BUT THE RIDE HOME WAS FRIKKIN AWESOME.... I get to see my bf today and then Im going to the fitness thing this arv.. The Court thing was entertaining and Policeman Paul made a good defendant to crack, I wouldnt have liked to be the one askin him questions!! But you know.... At the end of the day, we found him: N O t G U i l t Y !!!
SATURDAY: Im not feeling any better but I have netball today so yeah...
SUNDAY: Had 2 look after kid's again and yeah, not much happened...

Saturday, June 16, 2007

SOMETHING I MADE UP SO DON'T STEAL IT BITCHES!

i use to really love you, guess i still do but i definetly wouldnt if i got the choice not to you've changed so much, im just not feeling your touch constantly feeling im just not good enough Its killing me, it really is though i dont know how to fix this Iv'e tryed so many times to make this work but you still continue to treat me like dirt You say sorry so much, too much infact.But baby i dont think you ever mean it Always causing fights and you never listen.I really dont think you give a fuck anymore No matter how much im hurting you still ignoring.You avoid every chance you can see me Went to watch you play footy And you avoided me completely.See im sick of this, sick of always putting in the effort When its not changing anything, Im still hurt.I can be weak, I can be strong but when you constantly do me wrong,It just pushes me further and further away And every day i find myself praying, everythings gonna be okay.And maybe finally you'll realise what your doing to me Open your big blue eyes, look the fuck around,And maybe, just maybe see.But nothing ever changes. No matter how many times you say you will, Things still remain the same.Did those words mean anything? "I'll always be here" When you sang that song, it brought tears.But fuck boy, When have you been here for me? I dont think i can remember the last time, seriously. Thats how long ago it was.It's like when we first met, you were someone else, Someone nothing like myself or the person you are today. Was that fake? Just pretend? What were you playing at boy? Trying to please me so you could take my V's from me.And thats exactly what you did I fell so hard for you kid. Thinking you were a decent one and look what you've turned around and done.Iv'e given you so many opportunities to leave But youu say youu want to be with me because youu love me.But somehow those words i just cant believe.You still dont care, Nor do you see That your completely destroying me. Now im done with this, I've finally learnt how to act like i dont care If you wanna be in my life, then you have to find a way to put yourself there.<3

Friday, June 15, 2007

I WENT 2 COURT!

Well we all packed up this morning in our suits and stuff and were silly enough to get in2 a mini bus with policeman paul-BIG MISTAKE LOL! Nah, It was awesome.... We went out to the UNE andmet Jenny and Katie - (Katie was the Judge) And we started off withEmily been interigated 1st- YOU DID A REALLY GOOD JOB EMILY! I think I would have cracked under the pressure lol... Then Hayley had a go as a witness, That was a good job too and when it was paul's go - no one - I MEAN NO ONE - Could keep a straight face!!! But it was all fun and good.... In the end we found Paul not guilty due to too many inconsistence's as Tash said - GOOD JOB GURL'S!!!

Friday, June 8, 2007

OMG WORK EXPERIENCE MATE!

Ok let's do this, so last week I had work experience, bloody hell mate, It was pretty damn choca block!!! If thats even how you spell the work word aye.. anyways, I chose Struddy's, And the manager Llara Wright was pretty damn nice.. I met Kath nd Kim, NO NOT REALLY!! I wish aye... I met Kath nd Kirsten lol. Their pretty mad chicky's too!! Anyways, that week just happened to be STOCKTAKE WEEK! BUMMER! Anyway Andy and Billy came in, Truly feel for Kris and Billy... Andy is so picky.... Lol, It turns out he returned what he had bought a week later anyways..... But all in all I had a great week except for an ear infection that landed me in the emergency part the hospital twice in 4 frickin days, anyways Im outta here, nothin much happened this week...... Love ya's all, oh and I had to get another needle, shit.....

Thursday, May 24, 2007

A mix up of everything....

Well hello all you gorgeous girls from tafe! My Week!!!! Well this has been a mix up and a bit...
I cant rememeber much from monday and stuff cept again i walked downtown and tuesday i went to school and got an ear infection.. >( GRRRRR

Anyways I think I got to see coop today... Im not real sure what I did today except I cooked Chocolate Souffle in Food Tech with Petey but lets jus say it didnt work out.... The food or the partnership lol....
On wednesday I had dance but we had some prac teacher that was trying to cha cha but had no idea!!! Anyway I cant wait to go to Tamworth 4 Dance Fest, Its gonna be awesomous!!! Yesterday I went to school and had sport and stuffed round playin footy.... Then I walked downtown afta school and saw my boyfriend again =D.... and today I got Tafe... I had to leave half way thru the day cos of my sore ear.... And I went to the doctor and got some pills.... then bak to tafe again and down to use the computers... But Not b4 KATIE TRIPPPED ME OVA MAN!!! OUCH... Dats gunna be leavin a bruise!!!! Anyway LUV YA KATIE!!!!

Netball tomoro and then WORK EXP. STARTS NEXT WEEK!!! I'm going to Struddy's and I rekon its gunna be fully sick man!!
Anyway Im gone now... Gunna go and check out all the rest of your blog's.... Leave a few line's 4 me and Ill try and get bac 2 ya all!!! Luv u all Bella

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Hi All!!

Well what's everyone been doing this week??? Interested to know lol... Ill leave as many comments on ya blog's as possible kk =) Anyways this is what I did this week!!!!
MONDAY: I went to school but can't really remember what I did.... I went downtown after school and saw my boyfriend, that was awesome cos We'd been together for 2 whole year's YAY!!! I can't believe it but I'm loving it!!!! I love him so much!!!!
TUESDAY: Today we had a Dance consultancy thing at school for a Dance Fest thing thats gonna be at Tamworth soon and we got in!!! WOOP WOOP!!! Anyway there were heaps of great dances from Duval....
WEDNESDAY: Well I went to school and I don't think I did much but it was really bad cos I had all crap subject's.... =(
THURSDAY: I went to school and had open netball training at recess and then i had sport and almost lost my phone.... GRRRRR!!!!! And then I had more Netball training for my school team and then I got to see my boyfriend again!!! It was a good day!!!!! =D
FRIDAY: Well Here I am Today at Tafe, I got there 1st and then Stacey came WOOHOO... Havent seen her 4 age's since she went to Armidale High =( And then we had our group disscussion thing on assertiveness! And it was really interesting how some people can misinterperate assertiveness for aggressiveness..... After our group's we went into the gym and played dodgeball with the huge gym ball's lol... GREAT FUN GUYS!!! And then we had lunch and went to Paul's museum and saw some fantastic work by him and his nephew Jeremy.... Then we walked down to Tafe (In the rain...) and here we are!
Anyway Later guys, love ya all xoxoxo

Thursday, May 10, 2007

My week

Ok well this is my week, not much happened, well nuffin exciting anyway.
I'll start with the weekend......

SATURDAY: Today I got to sleep in, YES!!!! But I had to play Netball today.. I turned up there at 12:30 and had to ref but our team got a $10 fine cos no one else turned up to help me so i was pissed bout that. Then At 1:50 pm I had to play the Shamrock's (Armidale High) and that was a good game!! I got to play against some really good friends of mine.... Some friendly competition never hurt no one lol..... Then I got to spend some time with my boyfriend so that was good.....
SUNDAY: What did do on Sunday??!?!?! I dunno....
MONDAY:
On monday I went to school, Same as always I can't really remember what I did. I remember walking downtown after school lol.
Oh and Mum and Dad went to Parent Teacher night and So far Ive been going alright at school except My science teacher said I'll never set the world on fire and I'll definantly never make it as a Science teacher lol......

TUESDAY: Today I had dance and we all had this big muck up cos Miss was arguing about what our outfit should be so we kinda sorta left the gym...... Just for a lil while...... :)
WEDNESDAY: I remember having pe today and sport science which was uneventful....
THURSDAY: Today we had our Athletic's Carnival and It was a pretty awesome day.... I went in the 1500m and came 2nd and in the 200m i came 3rd so its all good... Then I went downtown and saw my boyfriend....
FRIDAY: Well here I am at Tafe... Some of my friend's and I had to get needle's... They hurt! No not really, only a little. These were for Cervical Cancer so MY ARM'S SORE!!!! I'm walking downtown today so I can see my boyfriend yet again lol.... See you all next week!!!

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Ma Week

Well my week was pretty good,
SATURDAY: I slept in today but netball was cancelled because of the rain so that sucked! Then I packed up some stuff and Went to Grafton for guess what...... MORE NETBALL STUFF!!! This time some kiddies from Duval went and we watched The Perth Oriole's and The Hunter Jaeger's play that night and the Hunter Jaeger's came away with the win 51-56!!!! After the game, We lined up and all the player's signed a hugh poster!!! It was pretty awesome to see that their captain was only a little bit taller then me!!!! GO NARRELLE EATHER!!!! :) After that we went back to the cabin's and got a good night sleep because tomorrow we got....
SUNDAY: Worked hard......! The Jaeger's came and gave us a workshop, Kinda like a skill's day..... And the center (Kirby Bentley) nicknamed me Duck!!!!! Now that's a funny story!!!!
MONDAY: Today I went to school and it was the same old boring shii.... I mean stuff... Pardon my french... Anyways It was as cols as all hell... And thats my story.... Oh and I got to see my boyfriend!!!!
TUESDAY: Today I had dance at school, so my day was awesome, I had to try and teach Cass the dance and I don't think it turned out too well. But ya get that!
WEDNESDAY: Today I got to stay home :)
THURSDAY: Today I went to school and had a pretty good day.... sport was awesome and then i got to wal;k downtown and see coop again!!! :D
FRIDAY: And here I am today!!! Tafe has been pretty good and I enjoyed doing the plays we had to on aggression!!!! I think alot of us let out alot of things and feelings.......